I wish things were different. I can't change what has already happened but I can stop it from happening again. Everyday I try to think what can I do to become a better person as well as what I can do to make my life better. I know things can't just happened but I wish everything would just fall into place like I need it to.
Sometimes I sit there and question myself like why me or why am I put into these position but I never get the answer. I know the answer will never come to those questions but I know that the harder I work I can change the fact of having to ask myself those questions.

Just Me Rambling....

Me, bored sitting at home with my sister all day. When your not doing anything productive it causes you to think...ALOT! I have soo many thoughts running thru my head that sometimes my brain starts to hurt. All my thoughts come crashing at each other and I get all confused and frustrated and end up wanting to scream. At moments like this, i just go and get my ipod. If i didn't have my ipod I don't know what I would do because music keeps me relaxed. If everything is going wrong in my day my ipod makes things better. I can just put in my headphones and turn my music all the way up and drown out the crazy sounds of the loud city and listen to whatever I am in the mood for. Listening to my ipod is very peaceful for me because even tho my thoughts are still running through my head, if they start to get crazy i just listen to the lyrics of the music and it makes it one thought at a time. This is just me rambling on about my thoughts....... lol =D

This is mom :) she is the one who had all 10 of us and still she looks beautiful. Even tho we have our moments... lol I will always love her!!

This is my younger sister and the youngest girl in my familia. Me and her just being us lol. She's the one who i can be stupid around and it doesn't matter! we do the dumbest things together and even if she's really upset she always finds a way to make other people happy and thats why i love her :)

 This is her on a good day tho... the other one above is funny to me

This is my 2 sisters and I celebrating new years eve/ my sister Sparkle's birthday. Aren't we so pretty!?!

Me with the birthday girl :)

Me just having a good time lol

The fondu..... we went out to eat at the Maxx Brenner Chocolate Factory. the food was really good and it was a nice and fun experience.

It was also Bruce's birthday too lol naah seriously new years eve is the day he was born... he soo cute!

.....And Sparkle with her cake

I have a very large family..... i am the 8th child of 10. This is one of my sisters, angela, she is the one right above me. I like this picture so i decided to post it enjoy :)

I am a very opinionated person and love to speak what is on my mind. I love to write so what better way to do both speak my mind, and write. this blog is to give an insight of "How I'm Living" and gives me an opportunity to be creative any way that i want.....